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In Madness and Despair

19:54 Feb 13 2012
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730 days of the same routine

Siting in a chair wondering why I’m even drinking

A shot glass on the table, and a knife beside it

But I won’t commit suicide

I deserve this self-induced torture

Wandering this mildly lite streets

Wondering if anyone can see my world is falling apart

17, 500 hours of lying on the same cold bed

Clinging on to a bitter tasting hope

A shot glass on the table, and a bottle beside it

I deserve to soak up this self-induced torture

Wandering around this empty home

Decaying painfully slow inside

Wondering if it’s these walls replaying my life

2 years of siting in a bath tub

Clinging my knees tightly to my chest

Crying out my worst fears

Crying out because I’ve lost hope

Slowly sinking my head under water

But it doesn’t matter; I always come back up breathing

I’ve lost track of how many days and hours

Of siting with my back against the wall

With nothing but a shirt on, exposing my freshly made scars

I stopped caring, I stopped loving

Only in Madness and Despair will I live on

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